Sauls conversion

By grace we are saved after roaming the earth and implementing philosophies by grace it has been made known to me that there is one centre to everything: he's name is God and he lives and no mount of words from human wisdom could erase what he has shown me,many will not understand because they think with human mind and logic, but those who see with the spiritual eye and understand the works of faith will rejoice and be glad because the kingdom of God has yet again been expanded yes I am the Saul of this generation.

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If a challenge or situation does not change makutshintshe mna!!!!

Unaknowingness

While I was taking a walk I made an effort to look at every person my eye meets.I began to engage in an internal conversation with myself,you see when your eyes meet anothers you subject yourself to some unknown connection. Some eyes tel you a story,other ask you to find the story but I think I am the story reflected in those eyes. Eyes tell a story of loneliness,frustration nd lack of direction,some have forgiven life for happening to them,other eyes are big nd bright yet they resent life 4 gving them a structure so enticing yet they cannot see. Others avoid the look almost knowing that the connection is intense ,we cannot seperate ourselves frm pain we are the pain. We have lost our true state of being-love.

differences are the same

Differences are the same. We jump and sweat each day trying to invite people into our own reality. We are not content with what we have therefore we ridicule, question, and challenge others reality to make sense of our own. Is it necessary though that we mock the beliefs and values of others? is it some kind of rule within our own reality that to lobby people get them to conform is some kind of reward or sign that we are becoming more holier or purified a tag written "saint" perhaps. what is happening to tolerance? is it the fear perhaps that seeing a person being true to his/her own reality and you  acknowledging it will some how force you to give up the power you badly want to have...what happened to accepting people as they are loving them and not judging them? How much truth is the truth that someone else's truth seems not to be valid to you? trying to be a good person while you cannot be a tolerant person is futile in all its efforts. Differences are the same you judge me for being a harlot but you are not a virgin either, you mock my sexuality but you practise the same positions with your preferred gender. you ask that woman who remains in an abusive relationship why are you still with this man? yet your own boyfreind brings a different bum to your bed each week. differences are the same sin is sin but we sin differently which in the end makes it the same on the whole. Before you judge someone be intolerant or narrow minded remember that you are no less different but would like to think that you are...

what product are you?

Yesterday as I nestled in my warm blankets looking at the clear roof above me, appreciating all the tangible assets I have,it suddenly dawned on me that I have everything that I want and everything that society considers to be a need i.e family but as I thrusted deeper in thought  the question of the circumstances in which I was concieved came up....I was concieved by a couple who had experienced their fair share of life moulded to become decent adults who would also conform to their parents way of living. I had to ask myself was I a product of love unconditional love?? and sadly no. I was the product of pride and ego,with all respect to them they were too immature to have me then perhaps if they had me now....now that they are rooted in spirituality and refined emotionally  pure in  character I would've become a much better person. My point is that at our birth we are wounded and we inherit characteristics such as the ego pride and lust because its characteristics that our parents didn't rid themselves off hence we suffer this much at the attempt of finding wholeness because no it does'nt exist. fortunately religion and philosophy come to the rescue of many of us only when we acknowledge a higher poer we feel whole.sad really or not....

In the eye of the storm....

Amazing how during a tropical cyclone the calmest place is the eye I have come to realise the validity of such a notion in my own life. When the winds of change whisper in your ear and you don't respond they use other means when your destiny slowly manifests itself on you regardless of whether you agree or not....when you are baffled by the changing whims of your enviroment and you feel like the world is a terrible place there is a place I always go to,my refuge camp,this is where I get to really see what is happening around me and inside of me. Like the eye of a cyclone it is calm and surrender hapens automatically.... the cyclone of life can never be pleasant especially if we are resistant to change,but in the eye of it all the vision and the purpose of a new thing remains untainted free and ready to be grasped by you,I encourage you today to look to the eye of the storm which you are facing then you shall see the hope and feel the comfort that you long for..

In her womb....

The very first day I was on earth life stood for" living in fear everyday"  As an unborn child I had become accustomed to the very conditions I lived in ; a wet womb with no one else. These conditions were sufficient for me atleast I was secure I was safe and it felt like heaven. My mom would sing for me she would eat the correct food for my wellbeing  and I knew she wanted me to stay in there with her for a long time. we were intimate freinds for 9 beautiful months,those were excellent months . The time came for me to exit this glorious place that had become home, some call it biology some call it nature or progressive evolution I call it eviction. I was evicted from my own home, my mom tried to stop it with her tight vaginal walls and minimal strength almost prohibted me from coming out but it had been too late we were too involved now... if she would resist one of us could have died we wouln't take that risk. She squeezed that nurses hand as if pleading for my prolonged stay in her womb her screams were but warnings to me about how she feared the world she was bringing me into,her breath-or lack of showed anxiousness she knew things were about to change and instinctively knew that our bond our 9 month intimate period was about to be threatened and challenged. So I stretched her vaginal walls as if to tell her that each time I caused her trouble it should be nothing considering that kind of pain I made her scream I wanted to stay and we both wanted to be together hence it was so painful when we gave up,she let me out and I agreed,I cried unpleasantly not at the ugly nurses or their crooked smiles but because my reality the reality I had known had been tempered with and it would be messed up for the rest of my life.

Blessed is the one who is blessed.

Life for now is based on three things namely Reality/logic,emotions,soul spirituality.its more like when you are immature you get angry at small things and you always want to be right then secondly you realise that you are not supposed to be angered by everything and you begin to understand the appropriateness and meaning of the word sorry you start to apologise. stage three you realise that when something angers you it sparks something in you in your soul it reveals your weaknesses and it makes you realise how flawed your character is. More hard is the fact that you have to grow you have to move from the reality you know to the one that actually is but the beauty of it all is the enriched refined soul that is what we should all strive for soul maturity. Goodday people i'm back

To my mother: first lady I love you so much.....(HAPPY FRIDAY PEEPs)

Her smile holds me captive to her presence
 her posture makes me want to know her  essence
 the depth of her spirit makes me wanna know her creator
 her steps are infinity walking to eternity
 blessed with apt paternity
 at her presence I am small,fragile the first apple of her eye
indeed I am blessed
indeed I am favoured
her waist filled with dignity
her voice a mystery
her wisdom so costly
with beauty everlasting
her faith in GOD so inspiring
I LOVE HER SO MUCH.

THE NATURE OF THIS DEBATE IS UNKNOWN:ZUMA POTRAIT

On sunday I gave an ear to Umhlobo Wenene F.m as they interviewed three represantatives with regards to the potrait supposedly reffered to as being our "president" one came from the freedom of expression institute another from AZAPO and the last was the ANC'S PROF:Somadoda fikeni as the discussion progressed I noted how the radio presenter was welcoming comments,some were highly favoured as they expressed cliche sentiments such as that the president does not deserve to be stripped off his dignity etc while others seemed to echo unpleasant views such as that off freedom of expression it was easy to hear which ideology the radio station favoured especially when the rep from azapo was cut off for expressing views that did not represent what the station wants us to think,this ofcourse is no suprise as the station is state owned however I was suprised yesterday as I tuned in to metro fm a commercial radio station and the debate was similar but this time anc spokesperson Jackson Mthembu was present how the whole discussion was coined into the presidents favour and how irrelevant occurences such as apartheid were bought to the fore although callers expressed their views and were allowed to do so I still believe the nature of this debate is unknown,What is the outcry about? or is this just a strategy to make us forget a little about mangaung? are we now supposed to feel sorry for the president who's name is not even in the potrait,he interpreted the potrait himself there could've been a million interpretations but he gave the ones that applied most according to him.what are we to think then? propaganda is really a disease without a cure.As many o us flock and scatter choosing sides over matter and reason when will the human race learn to look beyond the surface i wonder.

the journey to mangaung " change or continuity" what do you say?

2012 we are witnessing more than ever that change is inevitable especially in the sphere of politics,our country started off the year with great pride and satisfaction as we marked 100years of the anc's existence,then the anc was one united family,knittly bonded singing one hymn with a watertight chorus it was not long before we had to come back to reality that there was more to the celebrations,a hidden agenda to some an unpleasant anticipation "THE ROAD TO MANGAUNG",so far we have witnessed how the journey has been paved for the benefits of others and how others are silently working their way to come out victorius in the conference,how others have been mocked satirised and slandered,up to now we can see which ship is sinking and who the better captain is,politics are a dirty game .it is said that the succession debates are not yet open but really now we know that is not entirely correct.I cannot wait until the destination is reached.

the highest law of the country

In my own opinion the nature of existence is to interact with people,engage in discussions without feeling inferior or superior but delighted in the idea of being a contributor in that way we grow our indivuality and omit the fear of loosing ourselves by conforming to other peoples ideas.The nature of existence has been lost,we even doubt that we exist why? because we have adopted deliciously coined ideological concepts to be us politics:The constitution has been the general idea of existence in s.a oblivious to the idea that it was created by man who was influenced by his beliefs,we now cry in despair when it ought to change because we run the risk of loosing our 'mass reality';which was created for us and not by us...we have to realise that all "created things decay",plato. if the highest law of the country is not proportional to the values,ethics and beliefs of those in power it will change it should change after all the self proclaimed disadvantaged human is  is always eager to participate but not contribute......i dare u today to contribute in the struggle for individuak existence and to not be tainted by the changing whims of your enviroment.it starts with you. what do you think peeps? cumon lets talk

Time to Gatecrash the (ANC) Party: It's the 'Politics' Stupid :: SACSIS.org.za

Time to Gatecrash the (ANC) Party: It's the 'Politics' Stupid :: SACSIS.org.za

ON BEING AWARE

our lives give birth to what our minds have concieved,everything is pre determined by us,pre destined and offered to us on a silver platter what makes it difficult is the essence that we do not know what we have been given,our political surroundings,sociological factors,have assisted in us being confined to a certain limited reality not that i am conjuring that  an unlimited one exists,what constitutes normal,being right? RELIGION, MORALS? maybe......we've all been to places before and at some point we felt like walter in the book shades "there is an odd sense of pre destination",everywhere we go we've been there before in our psyche,we define normal in the sense that we restrain other peoples definition of normal,as this was the case in massachussettes salem during the mccarthysim era,for those who read the book the crucible innocent people were hanged because of teenagers who were found to be performing an abnorml act "dancing in the forest",innocent as the dancing was they felt compelled to lie and cry witchcraft for they had to free themselves off the conviction off  being not normal.lastly our human desire to be right has led us to endless connandrums,derivations from the desire to be right are :power,greed,jelousy amongst many,this is aptly depicted in the book ANIMAL FARM where the want to be right suprsedes the need to be right for a reason,leaders constantly starve their people in this book and the servants are constantly brainwashed to believe that they have a great life.one has to consider what kind of seeds they plant in their mind for those seeds do blossom into a reality and remain not an illussion.if we want to be better leaders and people closer to perfection we ought to constantly examine ourselves and the energy we give the world .WITHOUT PRE CONCIEVED JUDGEMENT MAKE A DIFFERENCE WHERE YOU ARE .PEACE!!!!!!!!

'Foolish Idiotic Neurotic Emotional'

It is FINE,

you hold virolic hatred against me

you abhor my attempts to reconcile with you

my presence you consider a menace to society

i just want you to know

it no longer matters

your jelousy to me is as weak as the winters sun

trying to stop me is futile

more like throwing ice tubes to the sun

some people dont care how they treat you,nevertheless stop waisting your energy bearing grudges and learn the beauty of forgiveness because to them you are just an addittion



stop

WE went over the top 

OUR heads thick as a mop

you and I  made a mob

warm as  a womb

grave like a tomb

our brains put to the test

in protest we were set

little did we know that at silence we would have been best

holding vitrolioc hatred

our knees put up a symbol to be heard...

gnashing our teeth like free zombies

IN PROTEST

today a memory remains that shall always gnaw at our minds like the cry of a forsaken child

in quest for "freedom"another soul is yet free in silence-gone forever

and us???

well we remain chained,captivated and resilient to change

stop protests

the langage of peace is there waiting to be used!!!

condolences to the family of a student who passed away during a protest at wsu in umtata.

hello world!!!!

hello,sanibonani,molweni,is hulle gelukig vandag?...welcome to 'free your mind, learn to unwind',this is a viable forum in which you can get informed while excercising your 'freedom' to express, comment and constructively critiscise.we can focus on:poetry,current affairs, issues that concern you on a daily basis and no!!!! while it may be a  serious  issue being discussed learn to use 'unwind' as the operative word......our lives give birth to what our minds have concieved, realise the strength of your mind and use it to better yourself and those around you.